Furti se uthkar darwaza khola aur Siddhant ka swagat kiya apne ghar mein Aru ne.
"mere gareebkhane me tumhara swagat hai.Aao na,baitho"Aru muskura kar boli.
"Simple but nice" Sofe per baithte huye Siddhant ne Aru ke living room ki tareef ki.
"thanx....kya piyoge?coffee ya cold drink?"
"chai"
"chai?? Aray tum chai kab se peene lage? Waise sorry,chai to nahi mil sakti,kyonki yaha na Nikki chai peeti hai na main,isliye hum.."
"theek hai,fir coffee le aao"
Table per rakha coffee ka khaali mug utha kar Aru kitchen me chali gayi aur kuch der baad 2 mug garm coffee bana ke le aayi.Tray table per rakh ke wo couch per baith gayi.
"ghar per aur koi nahi hai kya?" siddhant ne pucha,
"Naa,filhaal Nikki aur main hi rahte hain yahan,abhi uske summer vacations chal rahe hain to wo ghar gayi hai,July tak aayegi wapas"
"toh kya dadaji ke baad koi tumhare sath rahne nahi aya?"
"nahi"
"papa-maa koi nahi?"
"naa"
"apne paas bulaya hoga na tumhe?''
"agar bulate toh kya main yahi hoti?"wah udas ho gayi.
"aur tumhari shadi?"
"mere bare me sochne ke liye koi nahi hai"
"itne varshon me jab main yaha nahi tha to kya kya hua Aru,please mujhe batao"
Aur jab ek baar Aru ne bolna shuru kiya to fir kisi tarah apni rulai ko kabu me kar,saari baatein Siddhant ko bata diya aur aakhir kaar wah fafak kar ro uthi.
"sabko sirf apne se matlab hai,mere bare me koi nahi sochta...bas mujhe use kiya hai sabne...meri itni umra ho gayi hai,main akeli kaise rahti hu,yah koi nahi sochta..."rote rote Aru ki hichkiya bandh gayi.Siddhant sofe se uth ke uske bagal mein aa gaya.Apna rumal nikal kar Aru ke aansu ponchne laga.Aru ko aise rote dekh uska hriday dravit ho utha.
"itna sab kuch ho gaya Arunima,tumne mujhse kabhi kuch kaha kyu nahi?"
"mujhe laga tum apne kaam me busy ho,aur fir Amu ke jane ka dukh bhi tha tumhe,main tumhe aur jyada pareshan nahi karna chahti thi Siddhant"
"mujhese hi galati ho gayi,mujhe hamesha tumhari khoj-khabar lete rahni chahiye thi,per maine tumhe hamesha taken for granted liya,socha chahe jo bhi ho,tum har situation me meri dost rahogi,iss se jyada socha hi nahi....mat ro Aru"Siddhant ne usse chup karane ke liye apna haath uske kandhe per rakha to wah uske gale se lagkar aur ro padi.
Rone se mann halka hota hai,yah sochkar Siddhant ne usse mana nahi kiya,usse dheere dheere sahlata raha,uski peeth per thapkiyan deta raha..Aru ko behtar mahsoos karaane ke liye use jo bhi sujha,usne kiya.
"Main hamesha tumhare sath hu,tum kabhi bhi khud ko akeli mat samajhna Aru"jab Aru ka rona kuch thama to Siddhant bola aur uske maathe ko choom liya.Uski ye harkat Aru ke liye apratyashit thi.Wah chup chap rona bhool ke Siddhant ki baahon mein padi,usse khud ka chumban lete dekhti rahi...maathe per,aankho per,gaalon per..hothon per ... aur wah iss prem pradarshan per pighal gayi.
Hosh tab aya jab sab kuch beet chuka tha.Wah hadbada kar uth baithi.Bagal me Siddhant aankhe band kiye leta tha,Chupchap kapde pahan kar wo bedroom se bahar nikal ayi.Jo kuch hua wo galat tha per pata nahi kyun wo dil aur dimag se halka mahsoos kar rahi thi.28 saal ki umra mein bhi Aru ka kabhi koi premi nahi raha,Siddhant ke alawa dusra koi male fren nahi tha.Aise physical love se Aru ka kabhi koi vasta hi nahi raha tha.Kyonki uski soch yahi thi ki aise sambandh sirf pati ke sath hona chahiye,premi ke sath nahi! Aur Siddhant se to wo pyar bhi nahi karti thi,fir aisa kaise ho gaya? wah kyu khud ko nahi rok payi? Kya isliye kyonki wah apne akelepan se behad trast thi?
"mujhe maaf kar do Arunima"Siddhant ki awaaz sunkar aru ne ankhe kholi aur couch per uth baithi.
"galati meri bhi hai Siddhant,main bhi utni hi responsible hu jitne tum"Apni samanya aawaz sunn kar usse khud ascharya hua.
"nahi,galati tumhari nahi hai,tum dukhi thi,ro rahi thi,pareshan thi..per main to normal tha..mujhe to sahi galat ka ahsaas tha..ye maine kya kiya? iske baad main tumhe face kaise karunga?Aaj mujhe apne upar bahut sharm aa rahi hai..mujhe wo nahi karna chahiye tha.Maine humari dosti ko kalankit kiya hai...aur ye gunaah karne ke bad bhi main tumse maafi mang raha hu,what a big rascal I am"
"galati chahe jiski bhi ho..ab kya fark padta hai?jo ho gaya use badal to nahi sakte na hum,per uska sudhaar jarur ho sakta hai"kuch palon ki chuppi ke bad wo boli.
"haan exactly,sudhaar ho sakt hai Arunima,lets get married"wah soch kar bola.
"what nonsense siddhant!! main tumse shadi kaise kar sakti hu? I dont love u aur fir tum bhi to Amu se...aur fir intercaste....naa ye nahi ho sakta"
"fir?main tumhari jindagi barbaad nahi karna chahta"
"tum mere liye ek emergency contraceptive pill la do..aur iss baar yaha se jane ke bad bhool jana ki Arunima naam ki tumhari koi dost bhi thi..Kavita ke baad tumhari shadi bhi ho jayegi,bas iss baat ka zikr kisi se mat karna,kisi se bhi nahi. Shadi kar k life settle kar lena..fir tum sukhi rahoge..khush rahoge"
"Aur tum?"
"mera kya hai?zindagi jaise chal rahi hai,aage waise hi chalti rahegi,chalo utho,jyada dukhi hone ki zarurat nahi..jo bhi hua usse hum bhool hi jaye to achcha rahega..utho,khana kha ke mere liye pill le aana"
Bhojan ke dauran ghar me ekdum sannata sa faila hua tha..Siddhant tanav me tha aur Aru isi soch me thi ki aisa kaise ho gaya..kahi kisi ko pata chal gaya to?
Khaane ke baad Siddhant ja k pill le aya.Aru ke hath me packet diya aur sorry bol ke wapas chala gaya.Pill khane ke baad Aru apne bedroom me aayi aur bed per let k fir se ro padi.Aaj uski ek galati ki wajah se uska ekmatra karibi dost uski zindagi se hamesha ke liye chala gaya..haan galati Aru ki hi thi.Couch per Siddhant jab usse chhu raha tha tabhi wah usse hata sakti thi,per usne aisa nahi kiya,Aur to aur jab Siddhant achanak se uth ke jaane ke liye tatpar ho gaya tha tab uska hath pakad ke ,usse rok ke,apne bedroom me le ayi thi Aru.Isliye Siddhant se jyada iss baat ki jimmedar wah khud hai.Bhawnao ke iss bahav me siddhant aur uski dosti hamesha le liye bah gayi...wah roti roti kab so gayi pata hi nahi chala.
END OF PART-2
"mere gareebkhane me tumhara swagat hai.Aao na,baitho"Aru muskura kar boli.
"Simple but nice" Sofe per baithte huye Siddhant ne Aru ke living room ki tareef ki.
"thanx....kya piyoge?coffee ya cold drink?"
"chai"
"chai?? Aray tum chai kab se peene lage? Waise sorry,chai to nahi mil sakti,kyonki yaha na Nikki chai peeti hai na main,isliye hum.."
"theek hai,fir coffee le aao"
Table per rakha coffee ka khaali mug utha kar Aru kitchen me chali gayi aur kuch der baad 2 mug garm coffee bana ke le aayi.Tray table per rakh ke wo couch per baith gayi.
"ghar per aur koi nahi hai kya?" siddhant ne pucha,
"Naa,filhaal Nikki aur main hi rahte hain yahan,abhi uske summer vacations chal rahe hain to wo ghar gayi hai,July tak aayegi wapas"
"toh kya dadaji ke baad koi tumhare sath rahne nahi aya?"
"nahi"
"papa-maa koi nahi?"
"naa"
"apne paas bulaya hoga na tumhe?''
"agar bulate toh kya main yahi hoti?"wah udas ho gayi.
"aur tumhari shadi?"
"mere bare me sochne ke liye koi nahi hai"
"itne varshon me jab main yaha nahi tha to kya kya hua Aru,please mujhe batao"
Aur jab ek baar Aru ne bolna shuru kiya to fir kisi tarah apni rulai ko kabu me kar,saari baatein Siddhant ko bata diya aur aakhir kaar wah fafak kar ro uthi.
"sabko sirf apne se matlab hai,mere bare me koi nahi sochta...bas mujhe use kiya hai sabne...meri itni umra ho gayi hai,main akeli kaise rahti hu,yah koi nahi sochta..."rote rote Aru ki hichkiya bandh gayi.Siddhant sofe se uth ke uske bagal mein aa gaya.Apna rumal nikal kar Aru ke aansu ponchne laga.Aru ko aise rote dekh uska hriday dravit ho utha.
"itna sab kuch ho gaya Arunima,tumne mujhse kabhi kuch kaha kyu nahi?"
"mujhe laga tum apne kaam me busy ho,aur fir Amu ke jane ka dukh bhi tha tumhe,main tumhe aur jyada pareshan nahi karna chahti thi Siddhant"
"mujhese hi galati ho gayi,mujhe hamesha tumhari khoj-khabar lete rahni chahiye thi,per maine tumhe hamesha taken for granted liya,socha chahe jo bhi ho,tum har situation me meri dost rahogi,iss se jyada socha hi nahi....mat ro Aru"Siddhant ne usse chup karane ke liye apna haath uske kandhe per rakha to wah uske gale se lagkar aur ro padi.
Rone se mann halka hota hai,yah sochkar Siddhant ne usse mana nahi kiya,usse dheere dheere sahlata raha,uski peeth per thapkiyan deta raha..Aru ko behtar mahsoos karaane ke liye use jo bhi sujha,usne kiya.
"Main hamesha tumhare sath hu,tum kabhi bhi khud ko akeli mat samajhna Aru"jab Aru ka rona kuch thama to Siddhant bola aur uske maathe ko choom liya.Uski ye harkat Aru ke liye apratyashit thi.Wah chup chap rona bhool ke Siddhant ki baahon mein padi,usse khud ka chumban lete dekhti rahi...maathe per,aankho per,gaalon per..hothon per ... aur wah iss prem pradarshan per pighal gayi.
Hosh tab aya jab sab kuch beet chuka tha.Wah hadbada kar uth baithi.Bagal me Siddhant aankhe band kiye leta tha,Chupchap kapde pahan kar wo bedroom se bahar nikal ayi.Jo kuch hua wo galat tha per pata nahi kyun wo dil aur dimag se halka mahsoos kar rahi thi.28 saal ki umra mein bhi Aru ka kabhi koi premi nahi raha,Siddhant ke alawa dusra koi male fren nahi tha.Aise physical love se Aru ka kabhi koi vasta hi nahi raha tha.Kyonki uski soch yahi thi ki aise sambandh sirf pati ke sath hona chahiye,premi ke sath nahi! Aur Siddhant se to wo pyar bhi nahi karti thi,fir aisa kaise ho gaya? wah kyu khud ko nahi rok payi? Kya isliye kyonki wah apne akelepan se behad trast thi?
"mujhe maaf kar do Arunima"Siddhant ki awaaz sunkar aru ne ankhe kholi aur couch per uth baithi.
"galati meri bhi hai Siddhant,main bhi utni hi responsible hu jitne tum"Apni samanya aawaz sunn kar usse khud ascharya hua.
"nahi,galati tumhari nahi hai,tum dukhi thi,ro rahi thi,pareshan thi..per main to normal tha..mujhe to sahi galat ka ahsaas tha..ye maine kya kiya? iske baad main tumhe face kaise karunga?Aaj mujhe apne upar bahut sharm aa rahi hai..mujhe wo nahi karna chahiye tha.Maine humari dosti ko kalankit kiya hai...aur ye gunaah karne ke bad bhi main tumse maafi mang raha hu,what a big rascal I am"
"galati chahe jiski bhi ho..ab kya fark padta hai?jo ho gaya use badal to nahi sakte na hum,per uska sudhaar jarur ho sakta hai"kuch palon ki chuppi ke bad wo boli.
"haan exactly,sudhaar ho sakt hai Arunima,lets get married"wah soch kar bola.
"what nonsense siddhant!! main tumse shadi kaise kar sakti hu? I dont love u aur fir tum bhi to Amu se...aur fir intercaste....naa ye nahi ho sakta"
"fir?main tumhari jindagi barbaad nahi karna chahta"
"tum mere liye ek emergency contraceptive pill la do..aur iss baar yaha se jane ke bad bhool jana ki Arunima naam ki tumhari koi dost bhi thi..Kavita ke baad tumhari shadi bhi ho jayegi,bas iss baat ka zikr kisi se mat karna,kisi se bhi nahi. Shadi kar k life settle kar lena..fir tum sukhi rahoge..khush rahoge"
"Aur tum?"
"mera kya hai?zindagi jaise chal rahi hai,aage waise hi chalti rahegi,chalo utho,jyada dukhi hone ki zarurat nahi..jo bhi hua usse hum bhool hi jaye to achcha rahega..utho,khana kha ke mere liye pill le aana"
Bhojan ke dauran ghar me ekdum sannata sa faila hua tha..Siddhant tanav me tha aur Aru isi soch me thi ki aisa kaise ho gaya..kahi kisi ko pata chal gaya to?
Khaane ke baad Siddhant ja k pill le aya.Aru ke hath me packet diya aur sorry bol ke wapas chala gaya.Pill khane ke baad Aru apne bedroom me aayi aur bed per let k fir se ro padi.Aaj uski ek galati ki wajah se uska ekmatra karibi dost uski zindagi se hamesha ke liye chala gaya..haan galati Aru ki hi thi.Couch per Siddhant jab usse chhu raha tha tabhi wah usse hata sakti thi,per usne aisa nahi kiya,Aur to aur jab Siddhant achanak se uth ke jaane ke liye tatpar ho gaya tha tab uska hath pakad ke ,usse rok ke,apne bedroom me le ayi thi Aru.Isliye Siddhant se jyada iss baat ki jimmedar wah khud hai.Bhawnao ke iss bahav me siddhant aur uski dosti hamesha le liye bah gayi...wah roti roti kab so gayi pata hi nahi chala.
END OF PART-2
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